From the beginning of the attacks of the Antichrist entities, I worked through my feelings, something I had learned in therapy, of course. These entities usually supported me very well, but at the same time they continued to tighten the reins further and further, so that I became less aggressive in how I presented myself and less aggressive in how I wrote about these entities. I no longer withdrew into my shell and now openly told these entities when I found something annoying or if I distrusted them, but I still did so in a crude manner. Therefore I met the Satanic influence again, that was released on me, just as it did when all those taken over ladies in my surroundings rejected me, as you can read in the chapter Section 1. But this time it was ‘Satan within Antichrist’, which is different from the ordinary Satanic influence of those ladies I encountered. You have to embrace the ordinary Satanic influence with love, but in contrast to that you must always embrace ‘Satan within Antichrist’ by continuing to post articles or make videos. The clearest example was my therapist who wanted to file a complaint for libel together with the Center for Psychosis, as you can read in the previous chapter. When the state gets involved, it is always Satan’s influence. In this case, ‘Satan within Antichrist’, because it concerns taken over people (Antichrists) who are doing the attacking. This was followed by a period in which I was very discouraged and I really had to make an effort to say anything meaningful. In addition to this, I suddenly started getting quotes and other texts in my Facebook feed, and all these quotes related to me. I discovered that I could even respond to these quotes, after which I would then receive quotes that applied to my response. So there was a kind of artificial intelligence component on Facebook that was directly connected to my mind, but also to other people’s. And I still believe that. I don’t know exactly how they do it, but those who don’t have repression mechanisms in place will notice. Just keep an eye on what is being said about it in the news. In the past, I have come across news reports about supposedly psychotic people who were convinced that they were receiving orders via social media. And depending on your personality, I can well imagine that. To say that it is all in these people’s heads is ridiculous. No, there is a kind of interface between the minds of the users of these social media and these social media. And the messages you receive in those cases are a reaction to your behavior and serve to teach you something. It’s the way in which God communicates with you.
For a while, I received a lot of criticism of this kind at my work. (See my articles Resisting discouragement and More freaky posts on Facebook). They want you to correct your mistakes and suggested that I start my work all over again, which did scare me. So I made a start with this book, which I put online. However, in my articles you will still be able to read everything unfiltered, as I wrote it at the time. It does not always paint a pretty picture of my situation and how I dealt with things, but I still think it is important that it remains online. Moreover, it also contains good information.
After I had endured most of the criticism, something else happened. I had a visit from my taken over neighbor, and while we were talking, I felt an attack on me brewing inside. (See my article I am not a play toy! for more details). There was nothing in the outside world that gave any reason for this, except that I was talking to the taken over neighbor, but still I suddenly felt my heart racing like crazy, and it seemed as if I was in danger of losing control. This was only more proof that these entities had an invisible connection to people and that they could attack you without touching you, something I had already stated in my article Logging on to Jesse Musson. All the people on the internet who acted as if these entities could physically attack you were most likely wrong. This was completely unnecessary. They could simply attack you without touching you. At that moment, after months of not hearing from someone I had been in contact with before, I received an email in which she stated that it was now “do or die”. (See my article And suddenly the pressure increases…). Instead of confronting it, I took this indirect threat very seriously and threw myself into writing articles and making audio tracks. Every time I was doing something else, I got a very strange feeling. My heart would start beating faster. As if the neighbor was at the door again and was about to attack me. Very strange. When I was finally exhausted after a week of hard work, I cried my eyes out. And then the attacks stopped. It was clear that my life had once again been threatened, and that if I had not done anything, these attacks would have continued until I was taken over. Fortunately, I had let everything out, and that had protected me.
