In this chapter, I describe how my psychiatrist unfortunately had to refer me to the Center for Psychosis for further treatment.

In this chapter I describe how I once again find love. It will be an incredibly fun time, but my psychological state keeps deteriorating.

In this chapter, I describe how I start focusing on becoming more active, after the love breakup.

In this chapter I describe how I unexpectedly find love after all, though unfortunately it doesn't last very long.

In this chapter, I describe how bad off I was after part-time treatment, and how I tried to begin my recovery.

In this chapter, I provide a brief clarification of what happens when an insecure attachment occurs and what can be done about it.

In this chapter, I describe how I clearly get a renewed perspective on my parents. I describe how they were as people, positives and negatives, and how that affected me.

In this chapter, I describe in detail how I went through part-time treatment right after my clinical treatment, and how it went completely wrong.

In this chapter I describe in detail how I went through a clinical treatment and the things I learned there.

In this chapter, I describe how I seek help in the hospital for my mental health symptoms.

In this chapter, I describe how I experienced my time at University. I don't even make it through my first year, because my psychological problems are no longer tolerable.

In this chapter, I describe how I experienced my college years, where I simultaneously blossomed, but also experienced mental illness for the first time.

In this chapter, I introduce myself and tell briefly about my childhood.