In this chapter I describe how I feel unsafe at the supermarket, how I break my kneecap, how I go back to basics, and how I run into my own limitations.

In this chapter I describe how through social media my work is criticized, and I get to endure scary attacks.

Eventually the ups-and-downs turn into dramatic events, and I am forced to turn even more inward.

In this chapter, I describe some of the many ups and downs I undergo during the time my site has been online.

In this chapter, I describe how my surroundings and I are getting devoured more and more and how my world is getting smaller and smaller.

In this chapter, I describe how I become a target of the Antichrist: how this Antichrist starts to take over people around me.

In this chapter I describe how I, in the years after part-time therapy ended so disastrously, read more and more to find out the truth.